on finding my place

I feel like me being here is finally falling into place.

That being in my town and my church is good,and makes sense. That my faith and spirituality are mine, and not hand-me-down religion. That even if I feel alone, I'm usually not. That even if I have acted like someone I'm not at times, I can still change, and there is Hope. That even if finances are tough, and my job is tough, and getting into school is tough, and getting readjusted to living here is tough... that it is all going to be okay.

It all sounds simple enough, and even looks simple in black and white.

But you have no idea how great it feels to say that and mean it.

Thank God. Really and truly.